Me: Why did you leave me?
Shakti: I did it for your own good.
Me: But it hurts.
Shakti: I know...but it was what was required.
Me: It was required of me to suffer?
Shakti: No...It is required that you see. Your suffering is resistance to a deep wound that you had buried.
Me: But it hurts so. My quiet mind is shouting, wanting to blame, criticize, and attack. My heart feels depressed. A sadness longing for union.
Shakti: The heart is innocent. It just feels. The mind searches for answers it will not find. It was required that our hearts be ripped apart just as the veil was ripped to reveal what you had buried. Witness the mind. Feel the heart.
Me: There must be another way.
Shakti: Oh there is...but not for you. Some can work out their salvation in relationships. Being present for each other when their stuff comes up to be released. That is not the path you have chosen. You have chosen Me. You were reclaiming nostalgia of the past and dreaming of creating a future. Neither exist. They were taking you out of the present moment. You will not find me in the unreal. My (((LOVE))) frees you from your illusions. I will not bond you to the unreal. I am ruthless. I insist on having my way with you.
Me: What will become of me?
Shakti: Everything changes except my undying (((LOVE))). You will move through this as you witness the mind and feel the heart.
Me: Will I ever experience your magnificence again?
Shakti: I am always available to you. The Kingdom of Heaven is within. That is where you find me...and when you are ready...and not before...I will come to you again in the physical in unexpected and miraculous ways. We will again laugh, dance and delight in experiencing Life in this body/world. We will rise to full enlightenment together again and again and again. Bliss with every breath. Joy and Peace without end.
Shakti: Why do you love me? Is it because of my good looks and body?
Me: No...but, I do lust for you.
Shakti: Is it because of my personality?
Me: No...but, you do charm me.
Shakti: Is it because of my lifestyle?
Me: No...but, I do enjoy your abundance.
Shakti: Then tell me. Why do you love me?
Me: I love you because in your presence I experience God. And when I love Her, I feel Her (((LOVE))) me back. You are the embodiment of the creative force of the universe. When I worship Her in you the Creator's expression of Truth and Beauty are revealed to me. I am humbled and left in awe and wonder. I am filled with gratitude that someone so magnificent allows me to love her. I disappear into the Infinite Ocean of Bliss.
Shakti: I know...me too.
Shakti: Lol. Why are you crying?
Me: I feel so vulnerable with you.
Shakti: Are you afraid?
Me: No...My vulnerability is wrapped in (((LOVE)))
Shakti: Good. That is how it should be.
Me: Your passion brings up parts of me that I had buried. When I see them they are dissolved by (((LOVE))) and I become freer.
Shakti: Inside your heart there is a backdoor that can take you to the beginning of space and time. In the fullness of this Void, everything is possible. As you become freer, we will fall into this Void together and create new worlds. I may have to destroy everything you hold tight to first as I burn away that which no longer serves you.
Me: Will it hurt?
Shakti: Most assuredly yes... but, only when you resists. You might as well surrender to the (((LOVE))) that flows through me. God will have Her way with you. You are not in control.
Me: Is there anything else I need to know?
Shakti: Just (((LOVE))) whatever Life presents to you. All else will be added.
Shakti: Will you meditate with me?
Me: Thank you for the invitation. Let's meditate on the Divine Presence in ourselves and each other. OK?
Shakti: OK. How do we do that?
Me: We follow to guidance of the Buddha who taught, "(((LOVE))) your Self first.
Shakti: Then what do we do?
Me: We follow the guidance of Jesus who taught, "(((LOVE))) your neighbor as your Self." We are each other's neighbor.
Shakti: How long do we do it?
Me: Until it feels so good you don't want to stop but can't hold it in. Praying without ceasing. Bliss with every breath.
Shakti: Will you share with me unconditionally everything...without expecting anything in return?
Me: Unconditional (((LOVE))) just loves. That is how I love you. That is how you receive me. There is no deal being made. I have no desire to love you less. No expectations in return. Nothing withheld. You are totally free with me.
Shakti: I will now gift you with true abundance that is creating flow in all parts of your life.
Shakti: What is your definition of (((LOVE))) ?
Me: Jesus said, "God is (((LOVE))) so, I say (((LOVE))) is God.
Shakti: And what does it mean when you say you love someone? How would you verbally express what is transpiring?
Me: People use the word "love" to express an affection they may have for another. That is not (((LOVE))). When you (((LOVE))) someone, you are experiencing God. That experience is felt on the inside and is an overflowing in gratitude to the other person in a natural intention of (((LOVE))) to reconnect with Itself.
Shakti: Lovely. Thank you.
Me: Thank you. I love you
Shakti: Lol. I am thinking, "what does he mean when he says that to me?"
Me: Divine (((LOVE))) simultaneously gives and receives at all times everywhere. The descent into the universe of duality here on the earth plane gives (((LOVE))) an experience of coming back into union from the illusion of separation from Itself. It is (((LOVE))) as an action that can only be expressed in space and time. We are in bodies to have this experience. We, my beloved dear friend, are fortunate to have hearts opened wide enough to flow (((LOVE))) out into the world. We are also fortunate to have found each other to flow into. Two open hearts, the portal between heaven and earth, above and below, inside and outside, flowing (((LOVE))), simultaneously giving and receiving into each other.
I was born from the fullness of the Void
A manifestation of (((LOVE))) to walk as Light
Searching for (((LOVE))) and seeing shadows
Judging and reacting because I didn't see (((LOVE)))
Telling lies, afraid of the Truth
Seeking praise, power, pleasure and safety because I did not see (((LOVE)))
Attacking, unwilling to face myself
Being a victim because i did not see my Self
Clinging out of fear of loss
Running out of fear of bondage
Stop! These are only shadows caused by the Light you turned away from
Turn around! (((LOVE))) the Light that you are
Judge not. (((LOVE))) has no opposite
You are Beautiful! You are Powerful! Pleasure and Safety is your birthright.
There is no need to attack. (((LOVE))) cannot be hurt
There is no need to cling. You cannot lose (((LOVE)))
There is no need to run. (((LOVE))) is forever free
Now, the (((LOVE))) that you are pours out along your path
The shadows disappear before you
Other hearts feel you and (((LOVE))) you back
Just (((LOVE))) me. Om compassion Aum
When waves are out of resonance it creates noise instead of music. To me there is a difference between healing and clearing. Clearing can be looked at as removing something that no longer serves. Healing is bringing into resonance with the vibration of (((LOVE))) the experience of Life in this dualistic world and is more about balancing polarities than removing obstacles. When our individual expressions of Life are nestled in this carrier wave of unconditional (((LOVE))), all suffering ceases even in the mist of our trials and tribulations. We are in bodies. Through embracing our humanity and our Divine nature we bring heaven to earth. - Bill Laseter