Me: Why did you leave me? Shakti: I did it for your own good. Me: But it hurts. Shakti: I know...but it was what was required. Me: It was required of me to suffer? Shakti: No...It is required that you see. Your suffering is resistance to a deep wound that you had buried. Me: But it hurts so. My quiet mind is shouting, wanting to blame, criticize, and attack. My heart feels depressed. A sadness longing for union. Shakti: The heart is innocent. It just feels. The mind searches for answers it will not find. It was required that our hearts be ripped apart just as the veil was ripped to reveal what you had buried. Witness the mind. Feel the heart. Me: There must be another way. Shakti: Oh there is...but not for you. Some can work out their salvation in relationships. Being present for each other when their stuff comes up to be released. That is not the path you have chosen. You have chosen Me. You were reclaiming nostalgia of the past and dreaming of creating a future. Neither exist. They were taking you out of the present moment. You will not find me in the unreal. My (((LOVE))) frees you from your illusions. I will not bond you to the unreal. I am ruthless. I insist on having my way with you. Me: What will become of me? Shakti: Everything changes except my undying (((LOVE))). You will move through this as you witness the mind and feel the heart. Me: Will I ever experience your magnificence again? Shakti: I am always available to you. The Kingdom of Heaven is within. That is where you find me...and when you are ready...and not before...I will come to you again in the physical in unexpected and miraculous ways. We will again laugh, dance and delight in experiencing Life in this body/world. We will rise to full enlightenment together again and again and again. Bliss with every breath. Joy and Peace without end.
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